Sunday, February 19, 2012
So I'm headed to az with my lttle Dakota man this weekend to run Ragnar. Since I never get to see everybody and do everything I want while I am there since r time is always so limited...my sweet sister Annie has offered to do a breakfast type lunch at her house Sunday at 130 for anyone interested in stopping by to say hello. Anyone is invited whether u wanna say hi or just eat some good ole lunch. Just write me a comment or send me a text if u can come and I'll get u her address! Can't wait! I may be a little groggy and dead after the race but it will be fun!!
Friday, February 17, 2012
So I am officially Zach's "old lady" again...at least for the next 8 months until he catches up with me! ;) I had my birthday on the 8th and it was such a fun laid back birthday! For my present Zach let me go and just have a "girly" day. I went with some friends and got a manicure and pedicure, ate some yummy lunch at Great Harvest, and got a little waxing done. ;) Of course I am horrible at pictures and didn't capture the moments but it was so fun and relaxing...thanks ladies for joining me!!!
I have to tell you how cute Zach was!! So, Zach has been on a little exercise kick lately (he goes in spurts). So he had been a little sick so he hadn't done much. So the day before my birthday he told me he was going to go for a long walk since he didn't feel up to running yet. I didn't think anything of it since he is on his exercise kick. He was gone forever though! That night I come home from relief society and caught him baking me a cake. He thought for sure I would be home later then I said...cuz I normally am. :) The cake took longer because he didn't realize it was supposed to be in a 9x13 instead of an 8x8...too cute! (we just had an extra thick cake) He was trying to surprise me and had walked all the way to Walmart (which is 3 miles there and 3 back) just to go and buy me my favorite frosting which is the Rainbow Chip. Is that not the sweetest thing ever or what?! He wrote on the cake for me and everything...he said it looked like a little kid did it but I LOVED it! It was the best cake I have EVER had because it was made with SO much love!
Isn't it so cute?!
Zach took me out Friday night and we went and got massages and had some yummy dinner at Chilis with some friends (Jake and Heidi). He loves to get massages and I'm always fine without them until I am there and in the middle of it...I realize how much I enjoy them! It is so dang relaxing...sometimes they put me to sleep and I am so mad I fell asleep cuz I couldn't fully enjoy it, but it was good!
Sunday we celebrated with Zach's family and his mom made one of my favorite dinners...Navajo tacos and some amazing Oreo cheesecake. Zach's parents are the cutest and go all out for birthdays...decorating the house, using party plates, etc. Always a great time with the Friedlis.
The only problem with turning 28 is it sounds so old! It rounds right up to 30 so I pretty much feel like I am turning 30. I just got news of my 10 year high school reunion coming up this year...so then it really hit me how old I am. High school graduation felt like just yesterday...it couldn't have been 10 years ago! I think the weirdest part about it is that I think I'll always feel about 24/25 in my head. Don't get me wrong...I am not afraid to get old. In fact I look at the cute old ladies and men and I feel a little jealous and wish I was where they are at. They are close to the end of this HARD mortal life. They probably understand a lot more about their life experiences because they are able to look back and understand...maybe not everything but more then I do at this point. I look forward to that day when we are passed this really hard crap (not that it will ever completely end) but to have an "aha" moment and really learn and understand everything my Heavenly Father wanted me to from these trials of life...and be completely grateful for it. I am jealous that they are so much closer to getting to the other side...ending this mortal journey to go to a place free from all sorrow and pain and experience a state of never-ending happiness. Mosiah 2:41 :"and if they hold out faithful to the end they are received into heaven, that thereby they may dwell with God in a state of never-ending happiness." That sounds pretty dang good to me. So basically what I guess I'm saying is...I wish I was turning 88 instead of 28. That probably sounds weird to you...but that's ok! ;)
Even though I am "SO OLD" I am grateful that I am still getting to experience new things...things that I have never done before...so I guess there is still a lot more to do, experience, and learn before my time is up.
Back in November I finally shot my first ducks!! We went out duck hunting again with Jake and his brother Shawn. We didn't go in the boat this time...we did the lazy man/woman way. We drove around in the truck until we spotted some in the canals. They let me practice a few on the "coots". These are just the "gross"ducks that have a huge limit on them. Most people don't go for them because they are not too tasty to eat so they don't really try and get away like the "real" ducks do cuz they rarely get shot at. They set me up in front of where the ducks were and scared them up so at least they would fly up "a little." I still missed the first few but the next chance I hit a couple. Those didn't count as my first ducks though because they aren't really the same as hunting the real ducks. So my first one Jake was my guide. He had seen some land a ways away so we started walking. Jake has eyes like a hawk! So after a ways of walking he saw this beauty sitting in the river. I couldn't see a thing so we started creeping up quietly on it. As we got closer he kept saying okay get ready...do you see it? Me:no...but I started getting ready anyways. As we got close enough where I could finally see it it started to take off and BOOM...in one shot I brought it down. It was a hen hooded maganzer (not sure correct spelling on that), which I guess is a really cool and rare duck. Jake thought I should mount it since it is a cool duck especially for my first one...but I'm not really THAT into it...not really my style of decorating. It was awesome though and definitely gave me a high and some confidence. I got a few more after that with Jake being a great guide. We had a pretty successful day as you can see.
There is that beauty! It has a cool fohawk like Dakota! ;)
My husband couldn't be more proud!
All of them for the day.
The whole gang...even Jake's awesome dog Mia (not sure the spelling) who would go get the ducks out of the freezing cold water for us!
We even got Zach out there and he was able to shoot some coots! He is awesome!! Sometimes I still think he is lying about being blind! ;)
I also had my first experience of snowshoeing which was a blast...and a great workout! My workout buddy and one of my running partners (Holly) has the most outdoorsy family ever! They are always hiking together as a couple and family...even on all their vacations. She has extra snowshoes so she let me borrow a pair. Are other workout buddy Claudia who is AMAZING what she does in her 60's got a pair for Christmas so we went up to Mantua for some good ole snowshoeing.
Claudia and Holly. I hope I can look as great as they do in my 40's and 60's! Thanks for the fun experience!
Claudia and I
I convinced Zach to go with us one time so he was a good sport and did. We went with Holly and her husband Rohn up to the North Ogden divide while Dakota was at school. There was SO much snow up there compared to Mantua and it was so beautiful. Zach didn't really enjoy that we wanted to do it for exercise so much but he loved the experience of just being out there and doing it. He is a great sport...especially cuz it was so much harder for him because he couldn't tell the terrain as much as we could (when it was going up or down).
Since I don't have any snow gear...Holly let me borrow her snow suit from like the 80's. It is a sexy one piece if you can't tell. I was probably the hottest looking thing on the mountain! ;)
Holly and Rohn...thanks for the good time!!
Holly tried to teach me how to ski down on your snowshoes. I wasn't too great at it...need some more practice. (You can see Holly way down there at the bottom)
HERE'S TO ONE YEAR OLDER...28 BABY!!!
Friday, February 3, 2012
On January 26th Zach and I celebrated our 5 year anniversary! In the whole scheme of things 5 years is not that long but yet it feels like we have been together forever and I can't really imagine life without him anymore. We have had A LOT happen in those 5 years...more then I EVER could have imagined. Before you get married you have a dream of what your life will look like and I never pictured going through even a tiny bit of what we have been through...especially in only 5 years. I am hoping that we have had our fair share of trials and that for the years ahead life is a breeze. Fat chance I know...that is what we thought after Zach lost his vision and then a year later...BAM...things only got harder. Everyone says the first year of marriage is the hardest but I have to admit that was our best and easiest of all.
I can't imagine going through what we have though on my own. I definitely wouldn't be where I am at without Zach. He is really an AMAZING husband and father and I am SO grateful that the Lord brought us together. Our marriage isn't perfect, we have had our struggles, but I can honestly say he is my best friend and even through the fights and struggles our love for each other and our knowledge that we are supposed to be together has never changed. After Dakota's accident the doctors and human resource people encouraged us to get help and counseling together because things like this often tear marriages apart. At that moment I couldn't see how that was possible because in the hospital we became closer and stronger then before because we had to lean on each other. Over this last year I began to understand more of what they meant. It has probably been the hardest year on our marriage. We both grieve differently, emotions are always high, the stress of everyday challenges that didn't exist take a toll on both of us, we both have a huge hole in our heart for all that we miss of our little boy, daily life is just harder as we have to make so many adjustments for Dakota, spiritually at times we both have struggled and our often at different levels then each other, etc. With all of this going on with both of us, it sometimes turns little stupid things into big things. This year it has really made me work at being more patient, understanding, and loving towards Zach. It has made us have to actually work hard at our marriage and our relationship. Through it all, we are making it. If we can make it through what we have been through already, I think we can make it through anything.
I thought it would be fun to share "our story" of how it came to be for a couple of reasons. One because I get asked ALL the time when people find out I grew up in AZ and he grew up here in UT how we met and second, to have a written record for myself since this is my journal and all. I have never written down our story so I thought as we celebrate our anniversary it would be the prefect time. So here it is!
I was going to school at South Dakota State University in the little college town of Brookings, SD. Why?!...everyone asks would you choose this school...I dreamed about going there ever since I was a little girl...J/K!! Never even heard of it until I got recruited to transfer there from Mesa Community College where I played 2 years of softball. At the time I got recruited I was thinking about being done playing ball and just going to ASU. When I went on my visit I fell in love with the place, the coach, and the girls that were on the team. I decided to pack up my bags and go for it. After playing my junior year there I had a great time but college ball is A LOT. It is A LOT of time and by the end of the season (playing 60+) games you are spent. So I wasn't sure if I wanted to go back my senior year or just finish up college in AZ. I was thinking of future events like marriage and kids and with the LDS population in Brookings being pretty close to nothing, especially boys my age, I didn't think I would ever get married if I stayed there. I was getting old in the LDS age world where people get married right out of high school. I was pretty sure all the guys my age were gonna be taken. ;) After a lot of thought (my coach was so awesome and patient with me as I made my decision) I decided to go back. I am SO happy I did. Not only because I LOVE playing ball and just had amazing experiences that I will never forget or regret...but that is when I met Zach.
I was going to a home ward (that is all they had...there were probably bout 10 of us in the whole institute in the town of Brookings...I love those people). I was called to teach the gospel doctrine class in the ward where there was about a total of 8 people in the whole class including missionaries and their investigators. Zach was serving a mission in the Rapid City, SD mission at the time. Zach was one of the missionaries that made the rounds to my class. I thought he was pretty cute but he WAS a missionary so it's not like I could throw down my moves or anything. I got to know his spiritual side and personality by the questions he answered in class and the comments he would make. One family in the ward invited me and my friend Karen over for dinner with their family and Zach and his mission companion...so I guess you could say that was our first date. j/k But that was the only time outside of class that we ever saw each other. I enentually found out that he was from UT and that he EVEN had a girlfriend waiting for him at home. I thought for sure...there went my chances! ;)
When he got home from his mission I used to joke with my friends in the ward that we would have to go try and find him, knowing that would be impossible...but he had left a strong impression on me that stayed with me. I didn't think I would ever get to see him again. I hoped in the back of my mind that maybe he would come back and visit but what were the chances that I would be around when he did. Anyways, towards the end of my senior year...I think Zach had been home a couple months, a cute couple (The Perrymans) became my home teachers. They were always very interested in my dating and making sure that I got married to a good guy. Anyways, one day they were visiting me they brought up Zach's name (Elder Friedli of course). He had developed a good relationship with their family while he was on his mission and they kept in contact with him after he got home. I shared with them what a great missionary I thought he was and I think they could sense some interest in my part. So they offered to give him my number and have him call me..even though they knew too he had a girlfriend. I was pretty excited but not sure what to expect from it. A few days later I got the call but missed it. He didn't leave a message but I knew it was him since it was an 801 area code. I was nervous he wouldn't call back so I got up the bravery to just call the number back even though he didn't leave a message. I tried to play cool like I didn't know who it was that called but I couldn't fool Zach. (He still teases me to this day about that) We talked for over and hour and the conversation was so easy and just flowed. When we got off the phone I told my roommate that I just talked to the guy I was going to marry. I knew it from that first phone call which was crazy to me. I had dated a lot of guys, some seriously and always wondered...How do I know who is the "right" guy. I always looked at them as prospects but never saw or felt like I knew, until I talked to Zach. It was just so right. So we kept the phone conversations going for awhile. My brother was going to Weber State on a rodeo scholarship at the time so a made a quick weekend trip "to watch him" (not really) so Zach and I could go out. My sisters all came too to watch my brother, so poor Zach had to go out on his first date with me and all my sisters. I wouldn't say it was the best first date but it still led us to where we are at now.
Right before the summer my sister Annie and her husband decided to move to Logan. They were planning on staying there for a long time. (little did I or they know at the time that it was not where they were supposed to be long term but just to give Zach and I a chance to date, they moved back to AZ before Zach and I got married...the Lord works in funny ways) So I lived with them that summer so Zach and I could date more and get to know each other better. I went back to SD to finish my last semester of school (it took an extra semester since I transferred) and Zach surprised me with the most amazing proposal in October and we were married January 26th in the Mesa, AZ temple.
Ever since that day it has been pure bliss! ;)
I could go on and on about all the things I love about Zach. Since it is our 5 year anniversary I will just name 5.
1. He is the HARDEST workin man who is so self-motivated to be the best provider and care taker of our family. Even after losing his sight he has never let that get in the way although it has made everything 100 times harder for him. He amazingly has kept his landscape company going and done it very successfully without sight and is out at every job from early morning hours til late evenings.
2. There is not a day that goes by that he is not complimenting me on how amazing, beautiful, and how perfect he thinks I am (even though I know there are days I probably don't deserve it). I have never once questioned his love for me or have wondered if he still thinks I am beautiful to him. Even though he can't see me anymore, although if he gets REALLY close to my face he sees more, he doesn't forget to tell me how pretty I am. (I don't even have to where makeup cuz he wouldn't be able to tell)
3. He is the cutest dad who loves Dakota SO much! My biggest fear is to lose Zach and have to remarry and find someone who would love Dakota as much as I do. I hope that NEVER happens because I know I couldn't NEVER find anyone who loves that boy as much as him. I can't tell you how many times a day Zach tells me, "come look at how cute he is, look at his sweet face, I love him SO much, etc" It is seriously every day.
4. He takes pride in EVERYTHING he does. You will never see Zach take the easy way or lazy way out on anything! He is a very detailed oriented person and whether it is a landscape job, cleaning the house or garage, working on his inventions, ANYTHING...he does his very best. Sometimes it drives me crazy because I am a more lets just hurry and get it done so sometimes we don't work so well together but I wish I was more like him. He is a true perfectionist!
5. He is everything that I am not. We really are opposites so he completes all the things that I am not good at.
I LOVE YOU ZACH! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!
My dear friend Chelsea Christensen took our family pictures and Dakota's 3 year pictures. She is AMAZING!!! Thanks again Chelsea. She talked us into taking some of just Zach and I which I'm so glad she did. They turned out so fun even though we felt like we were taking prom pictures. She is the most fun and great photographer and even Zach didn't mind pictures when SHE took them. (Zach hates getting pictures taken and it is always week long fights until they are done...but Chelsea was quick and great so even Zach didn't mind them)
Here are some of the rest of them!
I am in LOVE with his face in this one!
This one is hilarious!
Has his daddy's handsome eyes!
Zach LOVES holding his hand!
I LOVE kissing that face! He is never lacking in kisses!
This is our real life. This is what Chelsea was holding through every picture to get him to smile. Good ole Buzz and Woody always do the trick!